This blog is going to be a way for me to filter out my thoughts, share articles and stories that inspire me, move me, vent!, and discuss my experience.
Today I woke up feeling funky. Woke up around 1:45 pm and my head felt as if a heavy fog had surrounded my brain. I've felt this fog before, it usually comes around when I get under 6 hrs of sleep, wake up past 10 am and fall asleep the night before in a funky mood. When I say funky mood, I can't really describe exactly what I'm feeling. Let me think, ok, I'll try and describe all the thoughts that are running through my head.
- Why are you screwing up?
- Why haven't you caught up on all your work?
- Why can't you go to sleep before 12 am?
- Mom has left again, can't figure out if we've resolved our issues or not.
- Is my adderal fucking with my head?
- Why am I not fasting? I don't know?
- I'm happy my brother and I are communicating well.
- Certain types of people really piss me off?
- Where will I be in 6 months?
- I've been drug free for 7 mos and alcohol free for 4 mos. Yay
- Big things happening in my life, feeling a bit out of control, too much stuff on my plate?
Thats a good start. I will now revise the goal of my blog, this will be one tool I use to answer these questions! Out.
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